Twenty-something, male, from London, UK.
These are my thoughts and feelings while I get over a loved one; a place where I can let my guard down, be vulnerable and allow my emotions to run free without being deemed unmasculine by society.

“You confuse me. There are times when it seems like I do not exist for you, and there are others where it seems I’m the only person for you.”

—   Juka ( this-world-is-so-insane)

(Source: this-world-is-so-insane, via placara)

x on We Heart It.



I’m not going to stress over you anymore.. It’s not worth it… I tried to work something out but you ignored it.. I’m not saying that I hate you or that I’ve moved on because I don’t and I definitely have not. I’m not saying that I don’t love you, and that I don’t want you, because I do love you and I want you more than you could ever know. I’m just tired of chasing after a lost cause.. I’m tired of chasing you because I shouldn’t have to… If you truly loved me like you always said you did, I wouldn’t have to be chasing you… I wouldn’t be crying every day and every night when I think about you or see our pictures. So, I give up you win like always right? Yeah, you did. Do you feel better now? You can add my heart to your collection of broken glass, it’s not like it’ll hurt it anymore than it’s already hurting. I know I did wrong, and I apologized and owned up for it, but I’m not going to continue to break myself down for you anymore… I’ve tried and tried and begged and pleaded but you won’t even think about it. So, I’m not going to chase after you anymore, I was running Friday, running for you, yesterday I was walking, last night I was crawling… Now, I’m stopped. Still in the middle of a fork in the road. One path leads to you, waiting looking at me, thinking I’ll chase you.. another is a path of broken dreams… I’m not saying that if you wanted me back I would tell you no, because then I would be lying. I wouldn’t hesitate to jump on the chance to make things right.. I’m just saying, I’m stuck between chasing and giving up, one foot is down the path to give up, one foot is down the path to chase you… Would you even care if I chose to give up…? I bet you wouldn’t…


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“I sighed and wept for what could not be—and for all that could have been.”

—   Lang Leav (Lullabies)

(Source: langleav, via perdi-tus)


It sure as hell wouldn’t hurt like this.


It sure as hell wouldn’t hurt like this.

(via mindthecroi)

❤ on We Heart It.

“It’s almost easy not speaking to you anymore — rather, it’s become a routine. What hasn’t been easy is forgetting you — but I guess that’s routine now too.”

—   2am, sleepless nights.